Waste

Having second thoughts about this whole blog thing and unsure about whether or not i want to actually continue with it or not! The whole reason i started this was because i went through a phase where i would just sit and type whatever was on my mind but somehow i feel that i have to still be selective with what i say as you don't want to sound like you're constantly whingeing and whining. Which you don't really mean to do but that's what it sounds like when you just write whatever it is that comes to your head. Then it comes to the purpose? What is it? Is it just a release? or what else does it serve? Should it be changed? The reason I'm saying this is because if there is no purpose is it just a waste of time and shouldn't i be doing something useful with it? Will i be questioned for wasting my time like this? Hmmm the dilemmas...